Full-on Dylan "Highway 61" mode here, obviously. This song was written near the beginning of the Covid-19 pandemic, when we were all beginning to rightly treat first-responders as saints.
But in the midst of all the rah-rah-ing, I recalled an old episode of This American Life about a mother who was dealing with a severely mentally disabled and violent child. She was talking about how one of the worst things she felt she had to deal with was the chorus of comments along the lines of "you must be a saint! I could never deal with that!" She found these comments to be misguided and borderline insulting, implying that she had some sort of choice in the matter.
I had never really thought about it in anything like those terms before. I'm not sure what this says about how we should approach those that do our societal dirty work for us in times of great trauma, but it certainly makes me realize that we need to weigh our words of support and admiration carefully.
lyrics
Well I met a man on boundary row
with dust caked on his tongue
and the bone and sinew ground to ash and marrow
and they gave him hero’s ribbons
and the homecome least he sought
And they sang the songs of grace
of vesper sparrows
She met a weary widow
with his ghosts arrayed like wares
on his prayer rug to be sold
to the highest bidder
She asked him when he’d fold
At the point of last confusion
Never crossed his clouded mind
to consider
If the dark fails the light
I’ll send you flares to find me
And if there’s nowhere to fall
we’ll stand and face the storm
And as the last stars of night
give way to dawn’s redemption
We’ll ride it out
What else can we do but ride it out
She says “I’ve given up the luxury
Of fortune-telling dreams
We can only see the shadows
'til we’re blinded
and you can pin the tag of hero’s curse
on the ever-fading badge
In the space between despair
and bloody-minded
And in my mind I’ll always be
a thousand miles away
But in my heart I’m standing
as your neighbor
And if I could control the winds
command the tides to pull me
what kind of man would shy from
such a labor?
If the dark fails the light
I’ll send you flares to find me
And if there’s nowhere to fall
we’ll stand and face the storm
And as the last stars of night
give way to dawn’s redemption
We’ll ride it out
What else can we do but ride it out
I’d ask you now to sing no more
the songs of grace and mercy
or shine your torch upon
the fields left fallow
for I can only battle
with the weapons I’ve been given
what choice have I been granted
in this hour?
If the dark fails the light
I’ll send you flares to find me
And if there’s nowhere to fall
we’ll stand and face the storm
And as the last stars of night
give way to dawn’s redemption
We’ll ride it out
What else can we do but ride it out
credits
from Small Stars,
released January 8, 2021
Doug Davis: acoustic guitar, bass, vocals
Molly Davis: vocals
Susan Terry: viola
Luke Payne: acoustic guitar, mandolin
Corky McClellan: drums
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